The times when you heart sinks to far to your feet your can feel the rocks pressing against it on the ground are the times that make me the happiest.
Not at that moment, of course..
But to know that something can scare me that much reminds me that I am alive.
And that is what I am, alive.
You may not believe it, I know, but it's true! I swear!!!
I won't vomit blood on your pretty new dress, there will be no shooting me in the head.
Unless you feel so compelled (But please don't, I like my head very much.)
My life is currently filled with exciting and scary situations. :)
And if you know me, then you know I could not be more ecstatic about it.
New and amazing people are rushing into my life and hopefully they'll be around for awhile.
And old amazing people are coming back my way to be amazing with me! YAY!
I've found comfort lately in knowing that when life cuts you short, selling your qualities for sanctuary is simply not an option, but when you can fake it... Fake it so well, even you believe it.
I'm believing it. And for those who deserve the magical middle finger, let me take this time to say the biggest Fuck you. In the Ass. Suck my Dick. Choke on it. That's right. I Hate you.
Okay :) I'm better now.
and if you're reading this, that wasn't for you.. teehee. ^_^
SOOOOOO What's new?
I've discovered masturbating is the best medicine. Have a headache? Masturbate!
Dying of lymphoma, masturbate and go to a doctor. But masturbate first. This way, you'll at least be pleased whilst awaiting the results. And when all else fails and the *shit* hits the fan, masturbate with the doctor. :) But only if he or she is attractive.
What else?
Um... OH! I've discovered I love music more than I knew. Which is quite silly because this isn't something new for me. I knew this for quite awhile. But I am completely transfixed with the gorgeous Karen O and her amazing moaning-esque segment in "Zero" on the albums "It's Blitz" by the Yeah Yeah Yeahs...If you want to hear some good, exciting music, I highly recommend this song.
I've started drinking coffee.. :( I feel as if this is a downslide for me. Next you'll find me in the parking lot blowing hobos for pennies for my next fix of meth.. Okay, guys, hear me out. If that happens.. Please do shoot me in the head. :D
But yeah, coffee and I finally agree and my stomach was like "Alright, but you can only play together once a day or else I'm putting a stop to it."..So basically if I acceed more than 1 cup a day I vomit all over the place... Which is not only disgusting but uncomfortable for me.
I've started writing again, and I finally got a book of my poetry published.. Which is exciting to say the least. If you are truely interested, contact me on here..
Til then, Ta-ta.
-V
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